You Called Songtext

So you called today I couldn't even stutter out one word Every time I tried I choked And tears poured out where all the thing I wanted you to hear should have been It's been two months That haven't been too hard Filled with too much coffee and beer And no hunger just emptiness But it's been ok Because I've been busy killing time But now when I hear your voice I remember how comfortable it is And it hurts like loosing a limb You were my crutch you were my drug my too much coffee and beer So I cover the phone with one hand So you don't hear the gasps for air between the floods of despair And I whisper...I have to go