Vanish Songtext
Vanish in the world around me
Leaving ash and bone
My crown of thorns that shows no mercy
But it's my own
I grace these walls with all my failures
What have I become?

I think it's time for my forgiveness
Lick these wounds to heal
I'm losing faith, the silent poison
Pain I'd like to feel
I know it's time
Lay down, surrender
Someone take control

Cause I'm afraid to love
Cause I'm afraid I'll leave
I'm living with these lies
That only I believe
And I don't want to walk
But I don't want to run
Cause I'm afraid of failing
In front of everyone

Hold me down and hurt my feelings
I won't do the same
I'll cry in silent disappointed
Taking all the blame
But darkest hour always finds me
Pulling far away

Cause I'm afraid to win
Cause I don't wanna lose
And I'm afraid of falling
Under harsh review
And I'm afraid to live
And I'm too tired to try
I hide behind these shadows
Turn off all the lights

This never ending longing feeling
Waiting to be loved
I'm still believing in forever
But it never comes

I'm afraid to love
Cause I'm afraid I'll leave
I'm living with these lies
That only I believe
And I'm afraid to walk
But I don't wanna run
And I'm afraid of hurting
Myself and everyone