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But can't seem to close my eyes
I wonder what went wrong, and
How can I make it right?
I don't want to care but the
Pain is always there don't
Know how much more of this I can bare

Long ago I told you
What I wanted to be
You thought you had me all figured out
I was still unhappy
I had no support; it was all for naught
There was no one with me
I wasn't ready to face this all alone
I had to or you would have won

I try to sleep at night
But can't seem to close my eyes
I wonder what went wrong, and
How can I make it right? I don't want to care but the
Pain is always there don't
Know how much more of this I can bare
It seems that when it comes to life; nothing ever does
I looked into your eyes, thinking of some retort
I wonder why I ever came to you for any fucking support

Last night I asked
Who you thought I was
And what I could be
You never told me
It made no sense to me