So Messed Up Songtext

I'll say, boy we sure did have some good times
You'll say, I don't remember, I was high
One day, I'll look back on my happy life
The same way, you'll look back and wonder why.
[Chorus:]
It's so hard to watch a friend slip through the cracks
When I know odds are he will never come back
Today I looked around and asked myself why
You do what you do, your life's a lie