Simulacrum Songtext

i want to sleep but im scared of my mind
and of tomorrow when i will find
myself in love again with a mystery
a beautiful lady who will never be
there is no use in constant pain
when it wont let you disappear in vain
i want to cut my head open to see whats inside
let it come out make it hide
cause im sick of being fooled everytime
sick of choking on cerebral slime