Sideshow Freak Songtext

HEY THERE SIDESHOW FREAK TELL ME WHAT'S YOUR STORY WHO ARE YOU TRYING TO BE THE ASSHOLE INSIDE OF ME I'M FAR FROM BEING PERFECT BUT HEY ATLEAST I'M STILL TRYING I'M FAR FROM BEING COMPLETE BUT HEY ATLEAST I'M STILL SEARCHING EVERYONE COME AND SEE THE SIDESHOW FREAK WATCH HIM CRY WATCH HIM SCREAM WATCH HIM DIE FOR YOU DON'T YOU ALL WANT TO COME SEE HOW I DANCE HOW I SING I AM THE SIDESHOW FREAK HEY THERE IGNORANT CHILD TELL ME WHATS YOUR STORY WHAT ARE YOU CLINING TO THE INSECURE CHILD INSIDE OF ME I'M FAR FROM BEING SECURE BUT ATLEAST I'M NOT RUNNING I'M FAR FROM FINDING MYSELF BUT HEY ATLEAST I'M STILL SEARCHING I'VE PUSHED EVERYONE AWAY SO THEY WON'T SEE HOW MUCH I WANT THEM TO STAY I'VE PUSHED EVERYONE AWAY SO THEY WONT SEE HOW I NEED THEM TO STAY I'M SO TIRED OF PUSHING EVERYONE AWAY I'M SO TIRED OR NOT LETTING THEM SEE HOW I CAN'T LET MYSELF BE BUT PLEASE JUST DON'T GIVE UP ON ME.