Muscle Memory Songtext
It's like riding a bike
The way I see a flashing light and cover my eyes
'Cause it takes me right back to panic attacks and MRIs
Fight or flight
I start shutting down and don't know why
Because my body, she don't know the difference
Between what's real and what's nonexistent
I feel you in my muscle memory
The way I see a flashing light and cover my eyes
'Cause it takes me right back to panic attacks and MRIs
Fight or flight
I start shutting down and don't know why
Because my body, she don't know the difference
Between what's real and what's nonexistent
I feel you in my muscle memory
Wanna leave it all behind, but you won't let me
It's always involuntary
I've tried to keep it buried, but I'm no good at forgetting
A muscle memory, muscle memory
It's like driving back home
It's automatic how I manage to take you wherever I go
I thought that I'd outgrown you, but you'rе still in my veins somehow
Even though I'm bеtter now
Yeah, I did the work to come to terms with you in my mind
But I still I feel you in my muscle memory
Wanna leave it all behind, but you won't let me
It's always involuntary
I've tried to keep it buried, but I'm no good at forgetting
A muscle memory, muscle memory
Like avoiding the street by my house, like writing in cursive
Like leaving my medicine out in case I get nervous
Like skipping my afternoon walk 'cause my bones remember it all And somehow make it all my fault
That I still feel you in my muscle memory
Wanna leave it all behind, but you won't let me
It's always involuntary
I've tried to keep it buried, but I'm no good at forgetting
A muscle memory, muscle memory
It's always involuntary
I've tried to keep it buried, but I'm no good at forgetting
A muscle memory, muscle memory
It's like driving back home
It's automatic how I manage to take you wherever I go
I thought that I'd outgrown you, but you'rе still in my veins somehow
Even though I'm bеtter now
Yeah, I did the work to come to terms with you in my mind
But I still I feel you in my muscle memory
Wanna leave it all behind, but you won't let me
It's always involuntary
I've tried to keep it buried, but I'm no good at forgetting
A muscle memory, muscle memory
Like avoiding the street by my house, like writing in cursive
Like leaving my medicine out in case I get nervous
Like skipping my afternoon walk 'cause my bones remember it all And somehow make it all my fault
That I still feel you in my muscle memory
Wanna leave it all behind, but you won't let me
It's always involuntary
I've tried to keep it buried, but I'm no good at forgetting
A muscle memory, muscle memory
