Diary Of An Og Songtext

Who was I called to be?
How can I be myself when I don't know me?
Feel like I owe the world but it don't owe me
Overcompensate for baggage people don't see
Yeah
Oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl

You gotta cook and clean and wash everything
You got a roof over your head, what more do you need?
For the longest those words have been following me
So much so as an adult I forgot I had needs
I forgot it was my world too
I wasn't brought in this world to be a stepstool
I am just as great as whoever I stand next to
Even if I'm not who you expected to, but still I'll always be the oldest girl
I know I'm not the only girl
Surrounded, still a lonely girl Sincerely your oldest girl

Oldest girl
Oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl