Defect Songtext

you probably wouldn't ( its lost )
resort to your zone of selfish trust
id rather rust than bite the dust
when you were sun , (and I was moon )
I relied on you , (you had no clue )
Picture perfect , there was no defect
If first impressions make the difference
False reactions , (stark confessions )
False perfection .. (greed in session )
Cos inside we hurt so bad
We only human and I understand
But you had to push it
You had to lose it
We've all been through this
But now you blew it
Cheap shot but you had me beggin
But in the end im strong and standing
No pretending you know the ending
Its all same now matter how you change it
Defects hold back all the times we fold back The thousand times Id hoped you'd change but now its all too late

Chorus:
In the darkness I
Tried to push away
Tried to make you stay
Inside I let you go
And you know why
I tried to pull away
I tried to break away
Inside I let you go

Time flies
As we try
To define our little lies
To distance our feeble eyes
To reject what's in our mind
Hence we
try hard
Forget the lost and move on
Cry our last and move on
kill our past and (move on )

Full rotation back to the start
Accusations like a permanent mark
Lost my sense while walkin in the dark
Tried to run, keeps hittin me hard
had to run through hallways
its either your way or my way
all days , your way
my say , my way
cover up your act with constant lies
narrow down the chance of honest lives
many times ive tried so hard to live up to this (shallow path )
and even though ive been no where
you cant let me know but its all so clear
that the defect within , is the defect without
it infests within and blows right out ... as you (you you you )

[Chorus]
in your eyes
Doors that never open
Glass that leaves me broken
Thoughts that leave me open open to your eyes
In the Darkness I
Betrayed my trust
Betrayed my heart
Betrayed my trust for you
When all I heard was you
When all I felt was you
When all I saw was you
(repeat)
[Chorus]