Abeyance Songtext

I'm sick of living but I'm sick of the thought
The thought of nothing being there
Is it dark or do I really live on?
Now it's prickling at my skin

I feel holey, I feel wasted
A defected human being
Can't they take me back, maybe a readjust
Something that is left unseen?

I feel the air I breathe
It has gone stale
I don't belong in here
I fear of what's out there
And I've gone blue, I'm coming unglued
Suspended here I'm moving out of view
I can't choose do I stay or go through?
It's keeping me awake as I'm floating through

I'm feeling like I'm trapped inside Stone and sky, break or fly
It's nothing but a waste of time
I can't last forever
I'm feeling like I'm trapped inside
Stone and sky, break or fly

I don't wanna die but I can't stay here
I don't wanna die but I can't stay here

I feel the air I breathe
It has gone stale
I don't belong in here
I fear of what's out there
And I've gone blue, I'm coming unglued
Suspended here I'm moving out of view
I can't choose do I stay or go through?
It's keeping me awake as I'm floating through