A Wishing Hell Songtext

You faced a tragedy You changed the course of me I had the right to speak But you took that right away When you took you away I know the choice wasn't easy But I don't know what it took to choose And I know that you'll never believe me But I know that we would have chosen you Was he ever deserving Of the figure that we lived without Did he just turn out to be ugly Or were you living with all your doubts I know the choice wasn't easy But I don't know what it took to choose And I know that you'll never believe me But I know that we would have chosen you Was he ever deserving Of the figure that we lived without Did he just turn out to be ugly Or were you living with all your doubts And to This day I wonder what you were thinking And I still wonder where did you go I still don't know How you came to leave us that day Left us behind you but not alone With one another but without you Make the best that's all we can do I hold nothing against you I feel we deserved a chance There's so many questions I want to ask So many holes to fill in our past And to This day I wonder what you were thinking And I still wonder where did you go I still don't know How you came to leave us that day Left us behind you but not alone You faced a tragedy You changed the course of me I had the right to speak But you took that right away