Tired of Hanging Around Songtext

I just want to change my mind

My head is spinning
My up is down
I'm feeling like I'm tired of just hanging 'round
Stare into space
Feet on the ground
I'm feeling like I'm tired of just hanging 'round here
I'm so tired
Tired of hanging 'round here

Starring at the smoke rings
Coming from the peace pipe
Well I would float with them
But now it don't feel right
Just like a Buddha
With a license to be hip
It used to be so cool
Now it's just bullshit
I get the feeling that my brain is getting flat
And smooth
It hasn't got a groove or a curl
My world
Is nothing but a merry-go-round
Don't want to live in a merry-go-round world