SuperXero Songtext

Hybrid TheorySuperXero(By Myself - Demo)What do I do to ignore them behind me?Do I follow my instincts blindly?Do I hide my pride from these bad dreamsAnd give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?Do I sit here and try to stand it?Or do I try to catch them red-handed?Do I trust some and get fooled by phoninessOr do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thinI make the right moves but I'm lost withinI put on my daily facade but thenI just end up getting hurt againBy myself (myself)I ask why, but in my mindI find I can't rely on myselfI can't hold onTo what I want when I'm stretched so thinIt's all too much to take inI can't hold onTo anything watching everything spinWith thoughts of failure sinking inIf ITurn my back I'm defenselessAnd to go blindly seems senselessIf I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'llTake from me till everything is goneIf I let them go I'll be outdoneBut if I try to catch them I'll be outrunIf I'm killed by the questions like a cancerThen I'll be buried in the silence of the answer(By myself)How do you think I've lost so muchI'm so afraid I'm out of touchHow do you expect I will know what to doWhen all I know is what you tell me toDon't you knowI can't tell you how to make it goNo matter what I do how hard I tryI can't seem to convince myself whyI'm stuck on the outside