Spiralling Out Songtext

I've been holding my head up higher
Hoping that soon it'll take
So far the weight isn't any lighter
My lack of a backbone is ready to break

Is it worth the pain for now?
Is it worth it to find out?
Don't wanna be the air you breathe out
Breathe out

I know my self deprecation is so annoying
Stuck in a loop and it's oh so boring
One might assume that I almost enjoy it

I've been spiralling out for hours
Burning a hole in my brain
And I just keep talking and running in circles
Over and over again

Over and over Ovеr and over
Over and over
Ovеr and over
Over and over
Over and over
Over and over
Over and over