So Long Songtext
Black hole in my chest
If I seem spaced out
I did my best
I understand if I'm a P.O.S
In your E.S
Call me Reese's
Baby I'm in pieces
Shoutout to the feature
Films that teach us
All the fake things they gave us to believe in
I'm smokin and heavin
I'm bobbin and weavin
The doctor's appointment
I like I'm disjointed
We talkin attachment
Tales I'm avoidin
Talk to my elders
Says that "we all just a bit self-important"
Only alive for our own satisfaction
I'm only here for a brief little distraction

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Was never good at sports so I sat on the bench
And now I try to ball without shedding a tear
It's hard to be a star seeing tragic events
I cope [?] I'll happily get
You think you got the drive, there's traffic again
I tried to picture myself as happy again
But when I tried to focus I fuck up the lens
Now it's a bigger picture I stage em within
All I see is lawyer fees, rollouts, business trippin
Verses I know should be written
Tryna focus on the vision
Tryna get that album finished
Tryna get the treatment done
And tryna get the script replenished
Sister having evil visions
Mom cryin, I been distant
I can't even tell the difference
I been snitchin till the [?]
Tryna stack it up and get the dividends inside my dinner
Tellin people mind they business
Keep up with the LLC
People that look up to me
People that look down on me
People lookin right to me
Like mannequins inside the window
If something that's fuckin wit me
And that [?] interest
Don't believe in incense
I don't want my brothers in it
Real silent, can't be fakin loud
Wanna treat my shortcomings like I hide wit yall
Get em in the ring
And make em disappear

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