Satisfied Songtext
I stay up late to feel the anxiety eat away
all that I've worked so hard,so hard to keep at bay
I'm not immune to what gets put in front of me
wishing I was something more than what I ache to be

How can it be so easy, how can it be so hard
to feel so exquisite while covering the scars
Can't seem to keep it quiet, the desire from beneath
to hold back all the words I hide behind my teeth

Chorus
So it begins again, the deconstruction of me
everything I never was and all I want to be
If I could just be satisfied with what it is I see
maybe I could know what it feels like to be free

It's hard to know when enough is ever good enough
when existing starts to feel like it's become too tough
it's become more than a whisper just lurking in my head
killing all the will inside till the passion feels dead

I start to feel dizzy as I start to look inside
all the insecurities come rushing with the tide
Knowing that its stupid,feeling that it's weak
but no one really cares about what lays underneath


Chorus
So it begins again, the deconstruction of me
everything I never was and all I want to be
If I could just be satisfied with what it is I see
maybe I could know what it feels like to be free

So it begins again, the deconstruction of me
everything I never was and all I want to be
If I could just be satisfied with what it is I see
maybe I could know what it feels like to be free