Nothing For Second Songtext

Medulla Nocte

von Dying From The Inside

Nothing For Second Songtext
Can't accept rewards that I've received
This fear of losing leaves it's scars on me

I'm sorry I didn't fit in
I'm sorry that I've got a complex
I'm sorry but my life is a joke

I'm sorry I seem to have failed you
I'm sorry that my life is a mess
I'm sorry but I don't have the answers

I'm sorry but I did my best
I'm sorry I can't take the shame
I'm sorry but no-one can help me

Strive for success, success, success....

The path I tread is one I have to follow
There's nothing for second, there's nothing for second
Still make the same mistakes [x4]
Despondent, this empty shell takes it's last breath
I feel the pain but I still enjoy it

One day is in confidence
The next is in fear
I think I'll just stay at home
Because the next I might not see the end of

What I thought that I loved I find I despise
It's killing me slowly, infront of my eyes

Try to win the race, the race, the race....

[repeat chorus]

The future is not all it's cracked to be
I just apologise for fucking things up again [repeat]

Start, fight, defeat, again (oh no not again, not again)
Competitive to the last, still walk away with nothing, nothing....

Still make the same mistakes [x4]

I wasn't good enough [repeat]
And I apologize for fuck all