My Own Skin Songtext

Now I'm crumpled up
I’ve tried my best
Just to love myself
But I can’t help but feel like this
Like pinkies crossed, I broke my promise
This floor of tears could sweep me away
And then maybe I would think I look okay

I’ve tried and tried
To make my eyes look a little less tired
And I’m terrified
Of losing all my sense of desire
Obsessed with being something great
If only I just lost a little more weight
Someday when they look at me
I’ll be able to also see whatever they see
Chorus

There’s levels to life
And this one is mine I try not to cry
But it’s okay sometimes
I wake up to the morning light
It helps me know I’m still alive
So I think I’ll just try
To love myself a little harder next time

Why do I let myself get like this
I’m sorry I ever felt like this
I was built from scratch
Now I'm crumpled up
I’ve tried my best
Just to love myself
But I can’t help but feel like this
Like pinkies crossed, I broke my promise
This floor of tears could sweep me away
And then maybe I would think I look okay

I’m allowed to let myself be a mess
As long as its only temporary
I was built from scratch
And I’m beautiful
I’m doing my best
Just to love myself
I love that I can feel like this
My hearts alive it’s just been broken
Now this floor of tears has filled in the space
And I know from now on I will be okay

I just wanna feel comfortable in my own skin