In Your Shadow Songtext

and my heart is broken (and i cant speak for years)
my soul is shattered and torn
what you have taken from me
can never be reborne..
hands like dead
cholk hold on my fire
pieces of you die in silence
empty eyes and forever empty hearts
leaving me with dreams so violent!
take take take
what you wanted from me
take take take
what you wanted from me
and my heart is broken
my soul is shattered and torn
what you have taken from me
can never be reborne
rape, fear, blame, shameless
you took me down
you put me under you took me down
you put me under
and i will feel never whole
i will never feel right
just tell me why
just tell me why
just tell me why..
never thought that you would give me
everything you that did and more
and now i will give it to others ( i was just a little girl when you thought...)
that you can never take away (i never knew i had..)
and they'll hate me for it too
just like i hate you
what you could have told me
things you could have said (and now my heart will..)
your dirty silence spreads ( and everyone i love...)
and all your stupid lies burn
ill never get it back ( will stand in your shadow)
i feel so dirty
so unclean ( and i will never feel whole..)
like a stab or a sore.
you know this happened..
this happened.
the girl that you made a whore
he raped me
this happened
and i hate myself! ( i hate myself )
for all the whore you made me
(but i hate you more)
i will never feel whole
i hate myself ( i hate myself)
for all the stuff that you gave me
(but i hate you more)
i will never feel whole
and i hate myself
i hate myself
and i will live in your shadow (but i hate you more)
i will never feel whole
cause you murdered me
you murdered me