If They Died Could I Survive? Songtext

I yearn for home
Here I'm so alone
I call for her
Lost, my heart is torn
And life feels all wrong
But I'll go on

At times I felt
So much anger for you
In confusion,
These feelings of pain I fuel
So withered and so torn
What will they say when I'm dead?

I am alone
Awkward, on edge
Hanging by my pledge

It feels so wrong, what I've become
I yearn for home Here I'm so alone
I call for her
Lost, my heart is torn
And life feels all wrong
But I'll go on

Oh eternity in the sky
For warmth, for care, for light
I so pine
Wrestling with this beast in my mind
Is too give solace?, so much I cry
Can the stars bestow our dreams
Is life all what it seems, painful doubt
Can she was away the screams?
I feel the pain, she cremated my dreams... dreams...

It feels so wrong, what I've become
I yearn for home
Here I'm so alone
I call for her
Lost, my heart is torn
And life feels all wrong
But I'll go on