For Now, Forever Songtext

Yes I know I've done this before,
Yes I know I have used these chords
Now the book is open I start to write
Too dark in here, light's out of sight
To be alone is all I know
On my own, the way to go

You know I feel so sick today
I hope my hope is on it's way
Because I need it now when I am low
But it's hard to find when you just don't know
What to do and it's too dark to see
So far away is where you'll be
One day I hope to see you here
When the songs are done and I'm crystal clear
Will you listen if the song is sad
Will you see me if I am dead
I know I don't know what to say
All I've known has gone away
Always crying, try to wear it off It's showing thru when I've had enough
But what can I do when I'm always wrong
I can go away but I can't belong