Fades To Black Songtext

Have you ever tried to speak when everything you said just comes out wrong, and the people that you love never understand that you aren't like them. I tried to persuade you to feel the same. But to what avail? All hail all my flaws open season and on display. And you said I feel so distant, I said I wish I could listen, because I feel the need to fall deeper. But when I have to dig myself out of my own flaws, my talents draw to become my failure. And oh I wish I could give you so much more, because you'll see, what's left of me are rushed emotion and incomplete devotion. And redemption is just a scar on this flesh that seems to consume me. But if I wasn't so shallow will you ever find solace in me? But why do I have to die for just when second with you when you wont even give me that second? Despite that hindrance I'd give anything for you to be a part of me.