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Though I look like a humanI am lifeless I assure you I am nothing at allAnd when I try to be human my own flesh keeps me from doing a thingAll that I see are the faces of the people that I have betrayedAnd the ones who gave up at the sight of the fake that I have becomeGod what a fake I have become Who was I before this?Who am I now?I am breathing barely breathingHe can see right through meAnd she can barely see meI am a ghost but something less I am sure The items I carry are all that I possessAnd my hands have delivered less life than deathAnd my heart holds the ashes of the people that I have claimed over timeMy eyes have seen people doing terrible thingsBut at night when I close them I can pretend they are extinctAnd there is no one to remind me that God can see everything that I have doneGod what have I done? I have been living this way since the day that I was bornI have been trying to change but I am so easily boredBy the idea of saying ?thank you? and ?how are you??Until I go to sleepSongtexteBut I would like to be loved and I am trying my bestBut the devil is inside me and he is coming out through my chestAnd he is whispering in my ear that everyone in the world would like me dead My God what have we become?!We have fallen along the way and now were to heavy for you to pick up... God I am only a BoyWho's mother tried to raise him right but father was only asStrong as the world would allowAnd now he is nowhere to be found Aus Songtexte Mania