Affirming Denial

Estranged
Though there's no reasonFeels every time she leavesLike she will leave me foreverIt takes every strength off meI feel nothing but despairCall upon good mood pretenderIt eats me all up And I float into the floorLast wish to surrenderStruck down to the groundBy this overpowering feeling that I hate so much to feelAnd I do and I don'tAnd it's tearing me apart No-one else was ever sense to live beforAnd I hate myself for not being strongerFor the way I chose to beFor what I've becomeFor letting myself slip awayVanished and estrangedFrom everyone I loveI spoiled every chance I gotWatched the trains leave the stationSongtexteConsidered me there but I was notMy mind's constantly elsewhereLost inside a dreamOf another life to live Aus Songtexte Mania