Young Gatt

When I Close My Eyes
[Verse 1:] Uh Yea Yea U kno Sometimes Lie awake at night N I think bout my life I realise some things ain't gonna change Whether I live a wrong or right, it don't matta All my life, all my days Seems like, all we ever felt was pain Never had shit Was mad at my mom n dad So I, did bad shit Remember times, in the hall in the county Thot I lost it all Had no love around me Thugged out with tatoos all over Told myself fuck everybody else Cus I'm a soldier Time goes on Everybody grows And that's how it goes In the end, without no family Prolly die alone SongtexteOr end up in the [? ] Insanity turnin into reality Your best friend turnin into your enemy How can this be? Lost everything I had Went from good to bad I'm in the hood Most of the time I'm sad So I can't smile And they wondor why I'm so crazy now Some hate me now Sometimes I feel like I wanna die Tears from my eyes when I hear my mamma cry Mom, I sad some things that've hurt you But deep down inside, you know I love you But it's hard, I didn't make it far in skool Just started livin got me swimmin in a whirlpool Dreaming, sleep walking Talkin bout life try'na search for the meanin Nobody but god can explain this pain If I close my eyes forever will it be the same? [Chorus:] Days go by Wondor why Just stayin inside It goes away When I close my eyes I hope the skies never change But still will it always be the same? [Verse 2:] Growin up, I wasn't alone Had two older brothers My steppin stones And when times got rough My mom steal'd everythin she could Just to make it good for us Remember, came to Cali From a bus from New Orleans Didn't have much all I had was dreams [? ] jeans wore to skool bout twice a week Hard rice to eat No socks on my feet Sometimes, 50 cents at lunch time But nobody touches mine Was blind to the roof Didn't kno bout the [? ] Now it's on My friends call me YG We ran with the gang all we did was fight Was small, so we carried guns at night Got sent to the hall Did about six months Came back out hit the double blunt Now I'm thinkin no E's Kickin with with big OG's All the hoes know me The police got their eyes on me And the folks, from the other side Despise me Why me? I guess I'm comin up now Before I didn't speak english Didn't give a fuck now But now, I know this game I can know my own name My boy [? ] with the whole game Yeah, like cocaine No more tears But I can still feel my pain Migraine headaches Thinkin about my death date Should I try to change Before it's too late Get out the gang That's what my mamma tells me Too much gummy in your life's not healthy So god help me I wanna change But if I close my eyes forever Will it be the same? [Chorus:] Days go by Wondor why Just stayin inside It goes away When I close my eyes I hope the skies never change But still will it always be the same? [Verse 3:] I'll be there by your side When the sun rise And I'll be there with you After you die That's what god tells me Day in and day out So I'm thinkin Maybe there's a way out [? ] madness It takes a bottle of hennessy Just to relieve my sadness Last year, my older brother came out the pen This year, my other brother went in (damn) Seems like there's no end To this life [? ] Mixed up bad Like dust and wind Wish I had another chance to go to skool They thot I was outnumbered I'm a show fools Them hater hoes I know they get mad When they see me mad Sittin like potatoes Okay though It's all ready though Don't fuck with no [? ] hoe Just pay me dough And I'll say See ya later hoe Cus if you stop for a bitch She'll break you Take your heart And cut it for what she gave you So keep [? ] If hate don't kill you then love will I've been above that hill Too much stress Can make a man go insane I stand in the middle Hoping I can maintain Relaxin I came here responsible For my reactions Physco passion Pumpin in my heart And start takin lives Holding court in the streets Cus they never takin me alive Tell me can you fell my pain? I wanna close my eyes forever But will it all be the same? [Chorus: x2] Days go by Wondor why Just stayin inside It goes away When I close my eyes I hope the skies never change But still will it always be the same? (When I close my eyes) Aus Songtexte Mania