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Goodbye Fairground
She said sharing a warm bed with a stranger is better than sleeping alone. because at least you've got a warm bed and someone who's with you and that's better than being on your own. well i've never been that stranger and i'll never understand what she meant when she said it's ok to be the one who is gone long before the sun rises as long as the sleeping one pays. i told her you don't need to go, you can stay for a while, use my couch and i'll sleep on the floor. when you decide it's time to move on i'll wish you the best and give you the keys to my door. and then she smiled at me and i tried to smile back the same way but i failed. i'm sure no one here smiles like she does. and when she looked at me with angry eyes and said why don't you get up on your feet? i told her because i never fell down. Songtexte she said all i ever wanted was a husband who cares and maybe a flat i call mine but all i ever got was this bed i have to share and an asshole who calls me sometimes. i consider you my friend but friendship doesn't seem to mean much nowadays. still i want you to know that i'll be there for you and together we will find a way. she said i'm confused like a rapist on a honeymoon. with the young girl in his trunk and his wife in the hotel room. how often can you say 'yes' until nobody listens to 'no' anymore? i'm so fucking sick and i wanna go home Aus Songtexte Mania