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It's like I'm tired of life Lord I'm wrong I can't get right Lord it's Dark and I can't get light Why it can't be light it's so heavy why my sin won't let me see the end Come get me Please get me My thoughts my mind My ways all evil I'm sposed to be your people I'm sposed to see your sequal I said I'll never leave you But I'm so left I ain't right Lord I'm sleeping with death I am cheating with death Am I deaf cause It's like I can't hear I question my salvation cause it's like I don't fear you I'm on a selfish island I am no where near you God I really need you even tho I don't appear to I'm drinking out a broken cistern that could never hold water and I'm soon to get burned Tho I try I never satisfy or quench this yearn I hear you calling but it's like a fight for me to just turn I deserve to burn Felling like a skitzophrenic Maye I'm not saved cause I have to get high just to block out all the pain Seen death, seen hurt seen a whole lotta thangs But instead of running from it I'm running away from change It's like I'm outside in the ice cold weather SongtexteThe rains coming down and I keep getting wetter I know I'm getting sick and I could die any second But still I refuse to let your truth make me better I'd rather eat flies and maggots instead of bread And it's killing me slow but I can't get it through my head You were stabbed you were murdered And for me is why you bled But I spit on your bloody face as If I never cared Lord how dare I compare my pain Your father turned his back And you were left to hang I don't know why you did it that I can't explain How can you love this sinner whose desecrated your name I deserve the flames I know I am a liar I know that I am dirt I know that I am nothing but you can give me worth I don't know if I know you But still I know I should I know the days are evil and only you are Good I've to the conclusion that I would like to change cause all the worlds money and fame cannot sustain I know that I should turn but that's the hardest thang Cause do I really feel that have Jesus is a gain The world is so tempting Satan is a beast He hypnotizes my eye to say the least But jesus be my treasure to know you is live And I am here dying trying everything there is All I need in life is you Help me turn away from sin Give me grace to turn away and the fear not to give in I know that I'm not perfect but if I could rest in Him I know I don't deserve it but I'll take your hand Help me Lord before there's no time left I ain't living I'm just breathing to death [echo] Your ways are perfect and they lead me to rest Mine are evil and they lead me to death Aus Songtexte Mania