Through The Speakers

Dear Diary...
Dear diary I saw her last night And it was like breathin for the first time When I saw her smile When I saw her laugh It was so hard to just keep myself back And I know that people change over time But I wish I could go back nd change my mind Be like no man just don't do it Be like no man just say screw it I fucked up again and again But you were still there til the very end And im gonna miss the way you would touch my face When all you wanted was my warm embrace Girl I really want you to come back home Cause I cant stand sleepin in this bed alone Like when I wake up at 3am Telling myself this is where u cudve been Dear diary I saw her again And it reminded me of all the times when We would laugh and cry When we would scream and fight It would be just about every night SongtexteThat I would start to cry over the words That I had said to her It would only make shit worse Like Im stuck in this heartbroken curse The only way out is with another shitty verse I'm alone so what can I do I'm gonna watch the pain bleed right through The bandaid I put over my heart To protect this complex body part I don't think its workin right I can hear it tear in every fight I don't think its workin right I can hear it tear through the light Im screamin my fuckin heart out Just to hear you reassure your doubts Im screamin my fuckin heart out Just to hear you turn me down (Thanks to Austin for these lyrics) Aus Songtexte Mania