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Twisted Life
I give what I can but it's never enough beaten down by the one I've tried to love everyday it's the same and I wish I could change but I'm stuck with this cold DNA so I put on an act I put on a show my clever disguise will never let you know that underneath my smile beneath my flesh and skin I'm shaking and I'm breaking within blame there is no one else I'm the only one ashamed of the things I want to do but have never gotten done I can't stay here it's freezing in the winter I could move there I might enjoy the summer but where do you begin when you just don't fit in I'm out of my hands Songtexterunning out of love and I can't rely on the person I've become broken by design what a twisted life I don't sleep too well these days it's the nightmares that keep me awake I can't make them go away will I ever escape? they rule every night and ruin everyday they detain me and chain me awake my glory days are a haze of long forgotten ways up in smoke come and gone like a song on the radio I can't stay here no one really knows me I can't move there I just don't have the money and as I come undone I can't fight the urge to run waste away the sun will rise without you and bring us to a brand new day find your way what is it that defines you? what is it that confines you this way? Aus Songtexte Mania