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38 Rolls Of Tape Later And All I Got Was This Lousy Pile Of Paper
So I have found, there's just something about this room that gets me so down. And I am tired of drowning myself now. Maybe one day I will finally find a way to tear myself away from caffeine and how it made your hyperactive tear stained cheek taste, or that frantic look on your face... Why must I always find things I don't remember writing? How exciting is my life? Oh, I'll paint this whole wall red. I can't remember the scab, but I still recall her dress. This confliction is consistent. You have given me all of the closure that you can afford and it is more than I deserve. So I tore it all down and I made you watch me, made you help me, watched you watch me, watched you want me; Ha, yeah right. I will never be more than never again. And you know I'm finally fine with it. Yeah, I'm finally fine with it because I found someone who's genuinely thankful that I exist. Aus Songtexte Mania