Kevin Matisyn

ITIWISTBHCIDF (#3)
Is this voice really mine? Telling me: 'No one's gonna love you, boy No one's gonna love you, boy.' Mark it with a song, and then fuck off I'll tell you what, die A pitiful excuse for a human Times that come out like this, they always miss me And when you come home Release the hate in a tub of luke-warm water. And it's sad but it's more real than you would know How I hate me, it keeps me safe, don't get too close This brave little facade fades away What's left? What's left? Cold, insignificance and too much emptiness I hope redemption comes with a swift hand Holding a picture and a knife in the other hand Poised to break my skin and to lay me out Wouldn't it be nice for both you and I If you could wave your hand And make me prey for change, girl? I'd love that change, girl SongtexteHow long? How far to run from this horizon Just to break my heart again? Why do I fall so hard? Is it you? Is it me? Is it just history repeating? It hurts, suffocates Well bring it on baby, I need it badly If this is where I'm supposed to be How come I don't fit? Okay, you win I'm nothing and I know it I don't wanna hear I'm shit For the rest of my life So I'm begging 'God, intervene God, please save me God, when you're here next Won't you take me away?' And it's sad but it's more real than you would know How I hate me, it keeps me safe, don't get too close Fuck this brave little facade and fade it away What's left? Cold... Cold, insignificance and too much emptiness... Aus Songtexte Mania