Looking Up

High Point
I need to feel This heart beat fast So I can lose this distraught that I feel inside The lights and shapes blur as I pass Searching for a shadow to confide No matter how long Or quick I run I'm always staring down the barrel of that gun Never being able to escape it's sights The grip on my necks beginning to be too tight Sometimes I ponder if I died this time Would you finally feel ashamed? But I know if my heart stopped on this very rhyme It would all still be the same Nothing would change You'd still have that perfect lie And I'd still be unknown You'd still be devouring all that was ripe And I'd have to savor every rotten stone Because every beat of this heart And every thought in this mind And every drop in these veins And every second of my time It was all All of it For you SongtexteBut you'd never see it You never do Go on, break. . . Break this heart this soul this body Break these bones, this glass I stand upon Break those promises that meant so much to me Break those memories to you I was never more than just a thought Aus Songtexte Mania