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Chain Reaction
Sometimes i ask myself what is my purpose in this world i tried so many times to fit in but it never ever worked out every path i take seems so useless in the end i can't afford any success i keep failing again and again i feel like i'm forever cursed i realise that life beats on me a chain reaction and i can't escape - i can't get out! - my thoughts are a mess paranoia is inside me am i overlooked? did i do something wrong? this wretched state of misfortune i'm in my will is crushed i can't rebuild it the way it was before that's the harsh truth i have to deal with lady luck turned her back once again i feel like i'm forever cursed i realise that life beats on me a chain reaction and i can't escape - i can't get out! - trying and failing - a neverending strife that keeps me alive things i tried to reach in my past become unreal dreams i will walk this path alone forever till the end of time just when i thought is was out ... this demons pulled me back - in! Aus Songtexte Mania