Winter of Life

WitHer
Like a flower I witHer Like an autumn leaf without Her Why? It's all a game of a weary mind... Empty trunks for my stolen dreams, I'm looking at this world behind a barred mirror (Oh life), give me a shape that I can lose without sorrow Give me a name that I can waste for tomorrow What remains of the early lives Just the grey that covers my eyes And of the dreams where I laid Just my own demons ...the empty times... ...a life distorted... ...the falling... ...the everything... There's a nothing in my heart It's evolving, expanding Everyday it says: I am you SongtexteIt has your voice How I hate you, my goddess â??Cause I witHer without Her Can't you see... in me? So try to close your eyes and seek me as I am the shine of a freezing sun the burning ice under your skin the joy I never showed in all the tears I hid a laugh So meet me out this place That I will disappear because... If the lies of my present are closing the â??tomorrow-beâ? door Like the echoes from past lives obsess every breathe, I am Where all flowers wither to remember the beauty they lost / and a petal falls Where in a December tear, drop under burden of years it will get drown Slowly flow in this few sap That remains in this old tree Joys that return when all is lost Didn't seem that deeper wounds If an hard bark seems to shelter me by the outside It's in me that you continue to dig... you dig... There's a something in my heart Always running, hiding With a bit of voice it says Please hear me It has my voice Maybe a shade of myself When I wither without me I don't want to see I'm like a down-fall without tomorrow I proclaimed my funeral long time ago it's too sad to live my slow travel close to Death I danced on my grave Unconscious of life that flows around An empty coffin for my stolen future I waste my strength against nothing made walls I'm the vampire of myself soul I burnt me I burnt you for this wretched un-life Wither... This is what I am for you!!! But you never shown that you wanted to understand You just denied my smiles And with you I forgot Aus Songtexte Mania