Systematic Denial

So Frustrated
So frustrated, On a downward spiral. Slipping, sliding, falling away, I sit here cold and alone. I sit here by myself, Searching for answers. Sitting, searching, all day long, Finding only doubts. I never said I wanted this But you gave it to me anyway. Never said i needed this But the doubts grow stronger every day. Forced upon me, so subtle and so sweet. Thrust upon me, now I find myself beat. It's tearing me up, it's leaving me empty. Can't lie to myself, yet somehow I can't believe. This tears me apart, Tears me from the inside. So I threw it aside, Placed it on the shelf. I'll struggle with it another day, Just need a little time. A little time to tell, To tell myself it's fine Songtexte Please don't say how much it hurts you, It's killing me to hear you cry. I'm blocked from moving forward, And I can't even explain why. Forced upon me, so subtle and so sweet. Thrust upon me, now I find myself beat. It's tearing me up, it's leaving me empty. Can't lie to myself, yet somehow I can't believe. Forced upon me, so subtle and so sweet. Thrust upon me, now I find myself beat. It's tearing me up, it's leaving me empty Can't lie to myself, yet somehow I can't believe. I can't believe. Aus Songtexte Mania