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Brain Failure (restart)
As my brain starts to think into space I start to tick like a bomb Moving from my room to a deserted place I'm not realizing what is going on Something is letting me down I'm having trouble moving around Contemplating tasks becomes a tiring chore I used to screw them around but now I'm their whore I'm counting the rounds Without counting the shots I'm shooting everything down Unaware of all that I've lost Chorus I will always remember how I learned to forget I think my mind's crumbling inside my head But it's not a pile of ruins quite yet I can barely sing these lines I haven't had some decent sleep In such a long, long time As the clock tries to snap me awake SongtexteI throw it hard against the wall Disturbances make my body shake Now my tolerance ladder takes a fall My head starts to spin around As my blood is circulating down Despite my mind I have great health Always took such good care of myself I'm making slim odds Of my chances of getting through thiq This isn't fraud Bet against me and you'll win big Chorus I will always remember how I learned to forget I think my mind's crumbling inside my head But it's not a memory just yet I could barely write this song The riffs were feedback in my head Their responses felt so wrong Then I saw through my eyes a different face Blue eyes to look at the ocean Black lips to forgive the storm Pink teeth to bite the shipwreck And green sand to recover my scorn So now I'm here A cold bitter shadow Miles away from anyone The water isn't shallow I need a rest From not being the best I need to think With nothing to make me sink So leave now I won't take any help I'll soon learn how To get through this by myself I'm putting my regrets forever on the shelf I'll get through all of this by myself Aus Songtexte Mania