Lost-minded
Cold Disease
I've been thinking of death too much these times
So I'd like to stop the awful spin of images
That's stuck before my eyes keeps me awake all night
I just want to rest my mind for a while
Just the time to find the meaning of life
Instead of looking for a new way to die
Cause I keep erasing my footsteps
After each stride over the wall of my fears
I can't assume them even if I know I can't stop
The clock without scratching it on the floor
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Still I wish I could escape from death
They told I'd better enjoy life as long as I'm alive
But how could I just forget that I'm bound
To this state of eternal motionlessness
People believe in heaven because they can't face this truth I do not and I cannot
Hide my fear
So I drown myself in liquor
And I plunge into something unknown
I hope its forgetness
I hope you'll forgive me
But don't you tell me I got a tortured soul
Cause if I can't help thinking of the end
It truly means I ain't selfish
That I'd be sad to stop sharing laughs
And lifetime with you and my friends
It must be a human feeling I'm surely not the only one
who's aware and struck with this
So please start explaining
Why I can't handle it
Please cure me oh cure me
Of this cold disease
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