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Why am I always sad and unhappy with myself Does it really pay off? I question it all the time I tell myself I'll change but it never works out I'll sit here once again wishing I wasn't this way Will I ever change? I'm in my room Balled up on the bed upset about nothing No other words were said I'm balled up on the bed Wishing I was dead Forever in my head Will I live this way forever? Will you stand by me forever? I'll keep my hopes up but not too high Is it really worth it? Most of the time Hope isn't good enough or is that just me Would you listen to me cry? Just this one time. I need that crying shoulder, it helps me every time But they always come back deep down inside They always return A worldly concern Point of no return Will I ever learn? No other words were said Balled up on the bed Wishing I was dead N other words were said Balled up on the bed Forever in my head Aus Songtexte Mania