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I lay awake every night I think about how easy it would be Just to end my life 'Cause to you that would be alright You don't care about me You prefer I didn't even breathe That way there'd be more air for all those people Who are better than me Who are smarter than me Who deserve more than me All those people...everybody I am a waste of space A fucking failure, a disgrace And I know I don't belong in this place So I take another minute to think about this My finger's on the trigger and you're standing in the distance You yell to me to think about all the people who would cry And I walk right up to you and look into your eyes And tell you to stop with all of these lies The world is better off without my useless body Doing nothing is my only hobby I sit around all day and stare blankly at the TV screen I'm more alive when I dream Now who could miss someone like this? All I caused in my life Was pain and strife SongtexteSo what if someone does miss me? In the end it'll turn out to be A lot less pain than I'd cause in the long run 'Cause I never seem to have any fun My family members are just watching me rot away Why should I continue living life this way? I haven't even been outside since last May That's why I'll end this agony today And you'll never have to see this ugly face again Just tell my parents that I still love them And to give all my things away to my "friends" The barrel of this gun is getting cozy with the back of my head One pull of the trigger... my life reached its end ;_; Aus Songtexte Mania