Johnson's Noise

My Misery
I am never growing on the inside. Life it seems has said goodbye. The pain that came from all the lies still hurts when I have to wipe my eyes. I tried so hard in letting go. I tried to leave but you said no. I cannot think on my own. I have no strength and yet I see that I am you and you aren't me. Stinging kisses left on my lips, I remember that day and what I most miss. The score is tied, we are to blame. I stand helpless, crippled with shame. You do not laugh, you do not cry. White faced I stare as you go by. Riddled with ideas of hate, malignant crimes free from fate. The choice is made, it's too late. Now you cannot turn away. I still have things I cannot say. Walking along that desperate line, one miss step and you'll fall behind. Left with holes I cannot mend, death seems to be the one true end. Staying near, curing fear, fulfilling me when you're not here. Aus Songtexte Mania