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It`s pouring rain outside but still it`s sunny in my room Lost in myself again Happy summerland behind a wall built of lies But the sun`s always there And I live in denial of the undeniable, pretending I don`t fear the world Fake confidence and pride somehow do seem to hide a kid who`s to scared to grow up Alone and insecure, but still amused with my own toys At least they kill the pain I`ll lock myself inside my room, pissed off with everyone around But hoping you`ll know on my door What`s there left to try when a lie suits you fine? When you see you became all you hated A world fragilized but I`m still able to smile, and always able to run away But I`m still living inside here, in my little world where nothing hurts me Outside here the real world looks just so mean I`ll believe in my own lies, as long as it anesthesizes me I`m living inside here and I`m hoping you`ll want to come in here I keep running away from what I don`t wanna face I just keep going nowhere, at all But it`s only life, it`ll also go away A few more lies might make up for all I screwed up today Aus Songtexte Mania