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It seems so hard to move on with these shackles around my feet, A head so full of nothingness, can't get me any sleep, Smoked something I shouldn't, don't let me be misunderstood. And this charades a mess, I can't figure it all out, When I am cold and naked, I don't know what it's about, It seems like I'm going nowhere- now how can that be good? And desperation closing in like a noose around my neck, You said I could turn to you any time, how could I forget? I hate myself and want to die. I hate myself and want to die. I hate myself and want to die. Leave me be! I hate myself and want to die. Well the sky is dark today; there is no sun, Just a fire in the sky, getting nothing done, I used to be a winner; somehow I just let that go. One day I'll die in shame with a shotgun in my hand, That razor kissed my wrist before; blood poured forth its demand, You say winter is so pretty, but I can't see it for snow. I'll be better off this way, take that look off your face, Without my brooding sorrow this will be a better place. I hate myself and want to die. I hate myself and want to die. SongtexteI hate myself and want to die. Leave me be! I hate myself and want to die. Well I never been so alone, where did I go wrong? Maybe it's my attitude; shake it off and just stroll on, I can't describe it. Sometimes I can't even speak. Lately I've been thinking a lot about life, How easy it would be to end it with one cut from this knife, My hands are trembling and my knees are so weak. Everything I been looking for just seems to hide away, When medical science allows it, please don't bring me back someday. I hate myself and want to die. I hate myself and want to die. I hate myself and want to die. Leave me be! I hate myself and want to die. My conversation's scattered with innuendo and shame, The people love it! To them it's such a fun game, But inside I'm aching; so empty I feel it's full. â??You always bring me laughter, you made me smile today!â? â??The life and soul of the party,â? the people will say, But what shines bright from a distance, close-up is really quite dull. If I didn't know me, I wouldn't give me any time, If I wasn't me I'd never make myself mine. I hate myself and want to die. I hate myself and want to die. I hate myself and want to die. Leave me be! I hate myself and want to die. Aus Songtexte Mania