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Why can't I sleep? I was fascinated by the silence. It is empty to talk to myself in a damp room again. Why can't I sleep? Because I saw you. You look down at the wet floor. Leaning the head while sleeping. I just didn't have any feelings for the uninteresting reality. I adoringly looked at you without saying a word and even forgetting to blink. I want to fall asleep, just feeling the fear of awaking. I want to forget everything. It is selfish nonsense. I call your name. I go mad with the silence. I shouted while holding your thin shoulder, it was too frail with warmth. SongtexteI was fascinated by the uninteresting reality. I fount out that it even was meaningless that I had been borne not to cry. The voice at my back kept on. The reason was not important. Only you look so sad in front of me. I hate myself so much because I couldn't do anything for you. I tell to you, who gave me my name. Can you be beside me as it is. Yeh, for me you are the first and last "mother". I softly lined you with deep red color on the white wall. I came close, the still warm cheek. I just smiled calmly. A big teardrop was filled with you. And I felt we could become one. The time when the eyelids close and the warmth is gone, I am beside you. Aus Songtexte Mania