Carnival Arrest

The Illusion Of Yourself
dwelling on my thoughts of things realizations come to me where my life should be. i'm losing my time quicker every minute's moving faster i can't even take a breath im drawing the line right here. as if i'm living my life off of fear. desperation is my middle name. wishing that my life was just a game. ever get the feeling that, your waiting for something? spending every passing moment, trying to find what it is. and you dream. and visions come to you of how you make it out of this place and start for something new as if your falling faster your sinking deeper and your going nowhere this illusion of yourself when your lifestyle Songtexteis your arch-enemy driving you to where you don't want to be a vacation of your satisfaction is something you will probably never see im bringing myself down. my friends are no where to be found. sit and listen to depressing songs wondering how long 'till I'll be gone. Aus Songtexte Mania