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I can't sleep This feelings ripping through my body I can hardly breathe What's happening to me? I feel scared, alone, lost, confused Feels like all my life in my mind I've been abused I can't see clearly, Can't think straight Condition's got a hand on me And I can't turn back, it's too late Sickness always comes at a cost Nineteen years old and five years lost Should I blame it on my father? Is he the one that fucked me up Or did I bring this upon myself The wrenching feeling in my gut Screaming won't help And bleeding won't either But the drugs that I take Help me function better No one can save me from this hell Things are bad when everything is well Afraid to live, too scared to die Everything's a mess, I can't comply Lost all possible world perspective When all the others were friends and I was rejected What was I supposed to do to fit in SongtexteSuck up my anger and throw out a grin While inside I was hurting from an open hole The piece of me that something stole And I can't control the way I shake I feel like I'm about to break Am I going insane, is my brain shutting down Am I losing my balance, will I fall to the ground What am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to feel? What am I supposed to think when nothing seems quite real? I've had enough I've had enough I've had enough I guess I'm giving up Aus Songtexte Mania