Tommy Wright III

Nothin' Matters Now
(feat. Destineal) [Verse 1] Surrounded by smoke my self identity feelin' nobody feelin' me Nightmares be killin' me no different from reality Picture us trapped, in a desert where niggas sticky and hot Hot, broke and confused wid a extra clip for a glock Why, nobody needin' nobody like I, Livin' life confused and high when evrything die Am I wrong for my own thinkin', Do they like or hate me for the wrong reasons When I can't control my alcohol drinkin' Somebody close put some lead on me, I never figured I get shot, more different times by my own homies A crazy world that we livin' in, Fuck friends nigga you work when you givin' in Then they said freedom til them bastards rott They said hustle til your basket crop, My nigga thug til the casket drop So I live watchin' my enemies, Cause this world ain't no kin to me And nobody no friend to me Ridin' bucket, my middle finger symbol fuck it While clutchin' the glock forty trigger livin' the way I love it Light can't even take me alive, It cost more to survive than workin' 9 to 5 SongtexteMy nigga picture your dreams up on a triple beam And want it bad like a dope fiend, want crack, nigga stack cream, And keep your eyes on your enemies why, Real niggas know they live to die And it seems nothin' really matters now But I wasn't killed, thank God but still it's hard to be positive No love when I ain't buckin' on my life alright, Even though I bled from a gunfight And who really cares if they don't understand I'm a confused black man in this crime land Snortin' lines ah funk damn I need weed just to calm down Can't sleep or eat or put my gun down And they tellin' me what to be or what they see Through my shinin' eyes hopin' I help 'em if I did rise But who gon' be off in my corner when I'm fallin' back Like them niggas that I'm deep wid and ain't callin' back They got no love for me, and Lord knows they don't care for me Cause He the only one there for me, But they don't wanna see me get out wild When I'm at the point ah no return Nothin' in the world really matters now Cause I was, [Hook] Shot down but I wasn't killed One life to live, thank God but still it's hard to be positive No love when I ain't buckin' on my life alot Retaliation on the pop, so it's understood [Verse 2] Let's take a journey through my mind's eye I can't explain how I feel watchin' time fly A dirty game am I wrong for my desperation To stack mil gettin' high makin' crack sales and black males Sixteen snort cocaine, wid mean mugs on they face afta the last drain A damn shame it's the full moon, I hope to God I don't die soon Runnin' through wid speed like a typhoon Maybe the answer in The Book loc, dictionary thick When I ain't never learn shit but how to cook dope And I ain't never knew no national anthem, or no bullshit propaganda Cause I'm to busy throwin' tipper tantrums You wonder why they call me Gemini I can't lie, So many signs to my mind's eye, Wish I could fly and just spread my wings and be free in the breeze Maybe that's why I smoke weed And nothin' really matters now [Hook] But I wasn't killed One life to live, thank God but still it's hard to be positive No love, when I ain't buckin' on my life alot Retaliation on the pop, it's understood Shot down but I wasn't killed One life to live, thank God but still it's hard to be positive No love, when I ain't buckin' on my life alot Retaliation on the pop, it's understood [x3] Aus Songtexte Mania