awakebutstillinbed

enough
Someday i'm going to wake up To see my eyes had been sewn shut And i blindly go where i am told Arms outstretched into the unknown It’s all been status quo Did i lose myself long ago? In the light of the words The thrill of the show Or fade of the afterglow? I used to believe I could make my life mean something I dont know what changed in me But my ambition has atrophied I've hid inside this bluff That i told to hold myself up But the only thing i love It'll never be enough Did you dream much Did you think there’s got to bе a way Did you give up Has the real world whiskеd your hope away now Do you feel like anything you love Is really worth anything? What's that feel like? SongtexteCan you tell me what it feels like? To have something to hold onto? I tried art But my mind was left to wander the dark "maybe they all bought into the farse But i know what you are" They filmed you at your peak Now you watch as you fall asleep A modern, curated scene Of the person you used to be Caught somewhere between Some dream life and a living dream Why did you believe In something that you'd never seen In your head Staving off the apathy Is a war inbetween The drive to realize a better life And the ravage of time In the end, do i see Dispossession grab ahold of me Or my own hollowed out misery Empty inside Free to be reorganized Into somewhere that you Could carve out a life Something to stoke the light What does a scanner see? Can it tell them what's wrong with me? Why after everything I still don't know how to be happy? Does it see into my dreams? Clearly or darkly? I've seen it on the screen But was that ever really me? It's the life that i dreamt of Was the only thing that i loved I'm so scared of waking up Aus Songtexte Mania