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Ah It's recruitment season again, how I wish I could fit in And how I wish I felt comfortable, be myself in my own skin Look around at all these perfect chalices filled to the brim I'm just untempered glass, they're made of porcelain Say, "I'm fine", no, I didn't lose my mind I'm a narcissist who's insecure all the time Skip my classes, then I wonder why I'm so behind? Somehow, I always feel alone and undefined I guess wisdom comes with age, but my time has been a waste 'Cause I'm nevеr good enough to feel like I'm okay I ask my older friеnds how they feel 'bout the world being so gray How can they say that? Feels like I won't ever have what it takes What it takes, what it takes (Can I be honest? I don't really know what's going on right now) Did I ever feel like I belong? I'm a little fish in a very big pond and everybody else is in control I don't know what's going on I say, "I'm fine", no, I didn't lose my mind I'm a narcissist who's insecure all the time SongtexteSkip my classes, then I wonder why I'm so behind? Somehow, I always feel alone and undefined I guess wisdom comes with age, but my time has been a waste 'Cause I'm never good enough to feel like I'm okay I ask my older friends how they feel 'bout the world being so gray How can they say that? Feels like I won't ever have what it takes What it takes, what it takes Back in high school I thought I'd be smarter, prettier in college Maybe I was a better swimmer when the pond was smallest It's recruitment season again, they're asking for my advice Thought I'd be put together when I stepped into the spotlight Hate being admired when I'm really not all that And this town hasn't expired, I just grew up too fast And they know that I know that I don't know anything at all I don't know anything at all I guess wisdom comes with age, but my time has been a waste 'Cause I'm never good enough to feel like I'm okay I ask my older friends how they feel 'bout the world being so gray How can they say that? Feels like I won't ever have what it takes I'll never have what it takes Will I ever feel okay? Will I ever have what it takes? Aus Songtexte Mania