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Feel like I'm runnin' out of time, now they sayin' I won't shine forever, forever I got my mind on my money, on my money, man, fuck it, whatever, whatever Sometimes I wake up on the wrong side, I don't even feel like gettin' up But this depression on my brain, hope it change but there ain't no lettin' up Can't call it, don't know where my head is Reflectin' on Malcolm and the shit I thought but never said it To Peter, Robin, to Kevin All my other friеndships that could have, would have, should have And thеn they ended I isolate between happiness and hopeless Know it makes it worse, still wanna get loaded Sometimes I feel like can't control my choices And somethin' takes over and I can't turn off the voices Sittin' with these thougths, can't escape 'em, can't run Got some bullets in the dresser as I polish my gun They sayin' they clean as a day one But I'm holdin' on, prayin' to God, abandoned Zonin' on the couch Starin' at my daughter's, know there's a pill in this house that I'm obssessin' about poppin' Reservations talkin', the push and pull of the conscience Should probably pick up the phone and call my sponsor, but don't wanna When the Percs don't work, Xannies won't calm me down Not enough liquor in the bar, we growin' in the ground Trapped by these walls where my brain can't get out Wonderin' if my momma have to put her son in the ground Songtexte We stop growin' when the day break Me and the homies on the same page Find me in whip, that's my safe place Feel like I'm gettin' weak, I need some help, ayy Need someone to pray for my soul right now Everything's lookin' great and there's no white clouds (Ooh) I don't know what to say, I got nothin' to write down On my knees, questionnin' God like, "Why now?" I'm lost but I'm found again I'm up all night, I toss and turn I love my life, I got concerns I've been through hell, on some FML It's just as well, I might lose it I need some light, I need some air I might be broken I need repair Don't got the answers, think I'm confused I asked myself, "Who are you?" I need you right now Mack' to wake up more than over Ain't no more weed, alcohol and poppin' pills, etcetera I know these days get rough but they'll get better It's a cold world, let's go to the Gucci store for a sweater Feel it deeply in my heart, you need this letter So I pour my feelings out to you, before I got and mail it (Before I mail it) I don't know what I'm sensin' but I could smell it When you write me back, just tell it, I'ma soak it up and hell it (Hell it) Heard you got a daughter, well, I got one too And she too beautiful, barely see her too (See her too) Do you hug her and tie her shoes? Is she reflectin' of you and got a smile that bloom? (Bloom) Before you load that gun and shoot, just know that she be needin' you The best version of you too (Bah) I would write more but my day about to break We can meet up face to face, just let me know if this okay We stop growin' when the day break Me and the homies on the same page Find me in whip, that's my safe place (That's my safe place too) Feel like I'm gettin' weak, I need some help, ayy (I need some help, ayy, too) Need someone to pray for my soul right now Everything's lookin' great and there's no white clouds I don't know what to say, I got nothin' to write down (Nothin' to write down too) On my knees, questionnin' God like, "Why now?" (Why?) I'm lost but I'm found again Aus Songtexte Mania