Naomi Raine

Not Ready
Let’s just be honest Jesus, I’m a mess Can’t seem to fill this void of emptiness My bills are paid but I’m still stressed I need you, I need you Trying to medicate and dull the pain Can’t hush these voices in my brain Singing songs to silent sounds of shame I need you, I need you But if I tell the truth I’m so afraid of truth And I know it and you know it I know I need to pray But I don’t know how to say I’m not ready, I’m not ready to change I wanna trust in You But if I told the truth I’m not ready, I’m not ready to change Stuck in between what was and what could be I'm so afraid to lose the image they see I don't even know what's happening to me I need you, I need you But when I face the facts my feelings aren't facts SongtexteI know it, yes I know it I know I need to pray I don’t know how to say I’m not rеady, I’m not ready to change I wanna trust in You But if I told the truth I’m not rеady, I’m not ready to change Sometimes I feel like I Like I gotta hide I just don't get why You stay with me Cause my faith and my trust are wavering, wavering Maybe it's all my pride It's hard to surrender, when I've been pretending To have it together But I feel like my world is falling apart Just need a minute, just a second to catch up I know I'm not finished I just can't seem to give up Help me remember all of the plans we made When we were both on the same page On the same page I know I need to pray I don’t know how to say I’m not ready, I’m not ready to change I wanna trust in You But if I told the truth I’m not ready, I’m not ready to change Aus Songtexte Mania